IM MISSING MY CHRISTMAS
Im in an entirely different state of my life. Out of home and into a place that is totally new to me. I have never imagine these things so soon, they are mere dreams that came into reality. So far, I can feel sadness.. Sadness within me that I am missing alot of things. I dont have the usual things Ive done before. I dont have my family with me. I miss my mom so much. Lon as well. I miss Dad, I know he feels the same, Not the same old Christmas I have before.No carols, no “simbang ganingaldo” no comlec, no beautiful choir voices, no christmas goodies, no 168, no”inaanak” to give christmas presents, though they may pass by our home but they cant bless to “Ninang Mads” because she’s here, so far away.. Away that she’s missing alot of stuffs she wished she have this time of the year. I miss my PINDERBLUS..(Cehz, Jack, Kish, Bessy, Foch, TinTel) pinkies, its not the same anymore.. no giggling time to spend with, im missin ur paranoia, the “no-txt” policy that ends up rushing things. I missed cooking a special dish for all of you, and the giftgiving for sure.. Though at times we seldom give gift, but still i miss those simple letters we receive. Tel maybe near, but still far, she’s busy with her life and career..We understand.. I miss you alot pinkies, the endless story of foch, the giggles and long stories we usually bring up. I miss my CHURCH FRIENDS( Jener, Raymond, Gel, Badong,Marlon,Bob,RJ,Allain, Ate Jack, Renzo,Koya Ricky, Ate Tina, Kat, April, Rachel,Rizelle,Monina, MY COMLEC girls, my KNIGHTS, HIMIG SANTA CRUZ, BAYUNG SUNIS,and every org im attached to) I miss serving.. I miss reading in the mass.. I missed your SPORTSFEST, Im not there for you guys, I cant be your emcee, because Im too far, I wasnt able to organize things as I should. I’ll definetly miss the party and the fun, I miss GEL and the whole bunch of stories, I miss joking with Among Eric, the “before the mass scenarios” and joke times. I miss soliciting for the event and talking to people in the higher ups. Im missing all of you guys.. I really do.. my ASTIGERZ(Ken, Auds, Tel, Jel, Mitz, Shaks, Nald, Ling, Chi) Jaq and I would gladly reminise on those funny moments we had.. Magic 4? where are you? Not complete anymore.. No house party anymore?Just at SM? too bad I wasnt there to cook for you. Soon we will all see you. My AUFMC FRIENDS( Pot, kuya Fedz, Kuya Marc, Kuya Hans,Bry, Mami Rose, Ate Jovs, Lovely, ate myra ate my, ate jho, ate didith, ate Mary and all other staffs) I miss the duty(this includes toxic parts and funny moments, the order and delivery I miss didis,yellowcab,aneths and Jolibee!!!!), the party and all of you.. Though most of the staffs are also gone, and by now experiencing the same feeling. I really really miss my family.. my cousins and my niece and nephews(Jopay Amvic, Royti,Neyney, Ting2,Koi2,Angie,Amay,Cecile,Allan, jay, Dan2, Bing2, CC, mama ging, tatang david, Nanay and my tatang Boy. Though I talk to them more often, it’s really different spending time with them. I miss you all..You’re baby is far.. Mami, I miss your foods (dng suman,bobotu,asadu,nilaga,kalame,..amis ku na ing mamalut regalu.). Dars, minis dka..sopis ku kc.. Vic2 and Reuben.. I miss having you guys(ala kung ayustus keni) Im missing my room sooooo much.. Do I still have my pile of bags and shoes? who stays in my room? I miss driving BUMBLE BEE and OPTIMUS PRIME. MA, i really miss you and Koya.. I really do…..
I guess Im really missing my Christmas badly =(
